Father Nurture Lyrics

Found out I was living a lie
You see I thought I was living a noble man's life
I try to question all that goes into
My nurture that's more hurtful than the nature that proceeds it

But some things never change
And I've been conditioned the same damn way as
Every other man
And that scares the shit out of me
Facing who I really am

And in the fields we found these old torn up pages
From dirty magazines
Left by older teenagers
And it was in that perfume soaked glossy paper
That we discovered something untold by our mothers

They kept your bodies a secret
For us to seek out and find some day on our own
And they will call it maturing
To us it seemed more like conquest than sexuality
That turns boys into men

And now I'm fantasizing about something
That's not based in real life
And I am filled with desires that are not really mine
And I want to know you
But I have no clue
How

And they kept your bodies a secret
For us to seek out and find some day on our own
And they will call it maturing
To us it seemed more like conquest than sexuality
That turns boys into men