Failure Lyrics

"do what you need
to make it through this year and then the next if you can
hold back the seasons then you could forget what was said"
another one way thing
so i've been told
that we are all lies and that no one knows what they want
another season changed
so i will continue to fail to make sense of my thoughts

im still trying to pull myself up
but i cant see me getting past this rut
and as it rains i will tell myself
i was making the whole thing up

i did what i could
to get through this year and then the next i dont know
if winter came and went
but my landscape hasnt changed and im still soaking wet
i see your face in the storm
and i wish that i could forget everything you ever said
but i comply
with my reluctance to move on and my old photographs

im still trying to pull myself up
but i cant see me getting past this rut
and as it rains i will tell myself
i was making the whole thing up

so i bend my head a wave
goodbye to being saved

I can't forgive i cant forget
im not one bit worried bout how i connect
just let the pain be sucked away
just let me see another day
I can't forgive i cant forget
im not one bit worried bout how i connect
just let the pain be sucked away
just let me see another day

you should know you mean nothing to me
you know how bad lying can be