Entrepreneurialism and You Lyrics

I'm wasting away
Until no one can see me
I'm leaving today
I'll be gone by the morning
I'm going astray
I've lost all direction
And it's really a shame
A shame that it seems okay

I'm making a choice
Not to make any choices
It's easy that way
There's less of a struggle
It's hard to find change
And it's harder to do it
And hope could be there
But I'd just misconstrue it

Cause I'm miserable where I stand
So I'm hopping a plane
To a different state
Where no one will know who I am
But I'll fall back to patterns
That keep me from giving a damn

I've stayed for a year
But I don't think it's for me
I'm tired of people
But what can you do?
My plan for the future
Is a series of maybe's
I work for a paycheck
But I'm too goddamn lazy

To even try
To walk through the desert
For manna to fall from the sky
But my mental waxing
Is so physically taxing
It keeps me awake some nights

So ask me if I'm alright
And I'll say that I'm fine
Yes I will tell that lie

Cause I've got the gall
To admit to myself
Being sad's an incredible tool for writing a song
And so I resolve
That If I ever get better
It certainly won't be my fault