During A City Lyrics

I try not to let it get above me Don't make me Don't hurt me Don't push me Don't confront me I try to separate real from unreal Don't make me have to open my eyes Don't make me have to feel Crime lights burning like a halo Sidewalk under my feet Passing trains below I keep walking with nothing in my head Where am I going? Some nights I walk mile after mile after mile I need you I need you I want to smile at your smile Are you out there somewhere waiting, looking for me? I'm falling fast falling, falling broken Reach out and catch me And this city's in my blood like a curse And the people and the noise only make it worse And i can't tell you why there's no place I'd rather be Where am I going? Dirty grey city dropping rain down in my dreams No one knows me So when you see me Just walk on by I'm caving in and I don't know why There's got to be more than this but I just can't find it I'm wandering in a city Unknown to myself A stranger to everyone I meet I'm wasted on insomnia Paranoid to the hilt Where am I going?