Don't Know How To Be Lyrics

It's all too clear now Well I been running away Almost on the hour of mostly every day Now I see colors That I never seen And now reddest of them all so vibrant out of me Without you I don't know how to be See this zero The lowest of the low I let you take me down until lower I could not go Now I see scars I willingly made I facilitated one need Now here I lay Tell me what was I What was I thinking Tell me what was I What was I thinking Tell me what was I What was I thinking Tell me what was I What the hell was I thinking