Disenchantment Lyrics

Why no one sees the fear? It's killing me Deep down inside me Why no one sees the dust? It's sleeping Deep down in my mind If you plunge deep down into me If you listen to my cries I try to break You'll be off to hide your missing care You don't deign to look at me I give up buying abandon I'd have deserved How can you call me your own? How can you dare to come home today?