Despicable Animal Lyrics

If I say no to you will I still go to you
begging a desperate grin
all eyes and mouth
will I still shut you out will I eat all your ashes again
still in this haste
wonder what is this taste
you are feeding me gentle and plain
though I am made for you
I am afraid of you
violence is part of your name

thank god I’m home
you’re finally on to me
my one, my own despicable animal
I hope we meet and still you will speak to me
I shift to flee and render it obsolete
but I won’t see the sun for anyone
my blindness is complete and there is no coin or currency to equal my belief
if I can bring us to water will you promise to drink deep
you are the one who makes me golden
as I shudder in my sleep
you are the one

is it a flaw that I’m proud of it all
at how little that we truly need
I was in awe, I was never in doubt of how terrible hunger can be
thank god I’m home
you’re finally on to me
my one, my own despicable animal
I swear I can speak but my jaw is loosening
I feel the pull and oh it is frightening

but I won’t see the sun for anyone
my blindness is complete
and there is no coin or currency to equal my belief
if I can bring us to water
will you promise to drink deep
you are the one who makes me golden
as I murder in my sleep
you are the one
and I won’t see the sun for anyone