Decide Lyrics

VERSE ONE
I have an aching fear
that time will slip away
while I least expect
the coming of the day
I play with my beliefs
and mold them to my mind
to help me find the things
I tried so hard to find.

VERSE TWO
I guess I'm just afraid
of what they say I am
Could this be a blessing
or am I forever damned?
I'd gladly give it up
for happiness today
because depression is
an awful price to pay.

CHORUS
I was born
full of sin
I can't decide
what I am.
If I could
die within
I could decide
what I am.

VERSE THREE
Could it be sympathy
that fills me with disgust
The metal gears of sanity
are turning into rust
Can't focus on one thing
My mind is so distraught
If only bliss could be
a thing that could be bought

CHORUS
I was born
full of sin
I can't decide
what I am.
If I could
die within
I could decide
what I am.

GUITAR SOLO

VERSE FOUR
I can't take apathy
or couldn't give a damn
when mortal sins are placed
on the shoulders of a man
We weren't left a choice
We took just what they gave
and the lives they've given us
will lead us to our grave.

CHORUS
I was born
full of sin
I can't decide
what I am.
If I could
die within
I could decide
what I am.