Closing And Goodbye To My Father Lyrics

it hurts me every day
to know that you're gone
only missing outside
but youre with me all along
i have become aware
of things now changed
the past was so different
things just arent the same
its all so quiet now
so calm and serene
deep inside im boiling
but daddy i know you've seen...

THE WAY I MISS YOU SO
THE WAY I SAW YOU GO
I WAS THERE WITH YOU
ARE YOU HERE WITH ME TOO?
I FEEL YOU PRESENCE DAILY
AS THOUGH YOU NEVER LEFT
I FEEL YOU STICKING BY ME
BUT I JUST WANNA SEE YOU

now ive come to realize
this is harder than it seems
oh god i never knew this but
thats how much you mean
you make me see it as it is
and tally up my loss
why are things so complicated
but its good for my heart
to know how the world works
and see things for what they are
even though you may seem close
truth is, youre very far (chorus)

its part of life im going through
just earlier than i was meant to
i cane help it - its not my fault
it was all brought on this way
the anger sadness, and realization
coming from my heart
i know there is no one to blame
for us being apart
then the tears roll down my face
and i cant make them stop
the reason this hurts so bad
is because i loved you so much (chorus 2x)