Captilization Of 'I' Lyrics

Who am I to say,
I deserve to live another day.
But my faith is decided in the decline of your design.
Can I alter the pieces?
Can I understand your reasons?
And every time I wonder why, it comes crashing down around me.
((I want to change these blood stained seasons))
I raise my hand to wave goodbye, but your turn around. I still wonder why you hate me so much Let go these unneeded sounds
And you are fucking sitting there with a tear left for your fears, and,
You try to get all you can. to watch you cry.
I don't need your adonai.
((What is the point of life?))
This artistic gleam may seem like it is so important.
I can read the truth through your eyes.
((I quit these unused fading lullabies))
CHORUS
I've had enough of thinking about you. Thinking of something I would never have. But it's so important to make me forget about my life, but who are you to say, that you've never felt this way. Trying to avoid the inevitable, I've fallen, I'm on the floor. you extend your hand but I still want more. In my mind I feel like I deserve so much, but your faith persuades me not to touch you. In these blueprints its not meant to be, this damn fate seems so illogical to me.

But taking the rest of me
I wonder why I hate and love this feeling so much.
I've heard all of this from more then two.
Depressed and stressed, I'm still loving what torture you put me through.
I'm not like the rest
And I must confess, I love this pain.
((Don't delay the unstoppable))
It's like trying to stop the hands on the clock.
((So take my hand))
We have but one chance
Lets forget what they say for one day
((One hour one way))
My love is there, but who am I to care?
I'm nothing to your presence!

CHORUS

Let's forget the past.
Who cares, those mistakes never did last.
Let us give it a try.
((The importance is not what my shell is like))
Don't let this jaded memory pass you by
To the skeptical:
This opportunity is up to us
Because I wont stop until you say I don't care too.
((Life's a one way street, full of demise, and one time wrathful lies))
But I could die Tomorrow and I wouldn't mind
Orchestration of things passed up.
It's only a matter of time.
((Take my hand and I'll take yours))
I've fallen, I'm on the floor. you extend your hand but I still want more. In my mind I feel like I deserve so much, but your faith persuades me not to touch you. In these blueprints its not meant to be, this damn fate seems so illogical to me.