Blending Of Our Souls Lyrics

A shearing of the weight has led me to believe
That maybe I'm too far submerged in you

I struggle to believe that I am in control
I sometimes feel I live a failing dream
I'm waiting for my castle to crumble at my feet
Scared that I'm a jester in a side show on the street

And fearing I will waste - a chance that few have seen
I stumble through in search for what it means

Chorus
A battle rages on and tears my heart in two
These concurrent furies I both need and hate
I look to find a way to settle my beliefs
Cause I'm captured by the blending of our souls
I'm enraptured by the blending of our souls

The fortress you create to keep my spirits safe
Could stand against an army without strain
You stand and shelter me- and shirk wicked offense
But still I'm weak - I loathe my lack of sense

I cry out for strength to dispel this brutal fear
Your actions are screaming love but somehow I don't hear
And how much more can I- expect your heart to take
My desperate search for hope lies in the wake

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I cry- please God, Let her see
I'd die if she took herself from me
I try to kill this foolish seed
That wages this fucking war in me