Bitter and Blue Lyrics

I've got a query
So I'll riddle you
You and your theories,
Divine false and true
But what about
The gnawing doubt inside
Here's mud in your eye

Oh the beholder
So steadfast and true
Observing the wreckage
From his point of view
In revolt of long lost hope
Oh, yeah
Here's mud in you eye

I'm thoughtful and…
I'm gloomy and…
Bitter and blue
Thoughtful and…
Gloomy and…
Bitter and blue

So give me an answer
A place and a time
A way to advance
A cosmic sign
And I'll show you
My point of view
Oh, yeah
Yeah, I'll show you

I haven't been happy
In such a long time
Cloudy and grey skies
Instead of sunshine
I guess that's how
I'm looking now
So pale
Like I'm in disguise

I'm thoughtful and…
I'm gloomy and…
Bitter and blue
Thoughtful and…
Gloomy and…
Bitter and blue

If it's precious then why is it so cheap?

I haven't been happy
In such a long time
Cloudy and grey skies
Instead of sunshine
I guess that's how
I'm looking now
So pale
Like I'm in disguise

I'm thoughtful and…
I'm gloomy and…
Bitter and blue
Thoughtful and…
Gloomy and…
Bitter and blue