Behavior Unbecoming Lyrics

I know we've been here before
So it's not surprising
We never see any stars even start aligning

Why do I need this enough
To keep running toward it?
I shouldn't even be here, if I can't afford it

I'm done guessing
Can't we settle whatever this is?
Half expecting something better, half expecting this

Is it okay to admit that I should be worried?
Because this behavior is nothing, if not unbecoming
Is relief going to come when we least expect it
Or are we leaving ourselves out here unprotected

Somehow nothing that I say here
Is gonna make this seem right
I guess I hoped you'd believe me
You know you're the only reason that I came here, tonight
And now I really should be leaving
I swore everything would fall right into place when it's time
This was supposed to be easy
You know you're the only reason that I came here, tonight
And now I really should be leaving