At Least I Tried Lyrics

Alright, been going through changes
Wandering, I've been aimless
Been trying to plan everything I been doing
Getting hella tired, I'm just trying to make it
People want to be my friend for the day
Only to leave me going MIA
Need a ticket, trying to fly to the A
But that means I'm neglecting bills I need to pay
Dad told me I should take the risk
Cause one day I'ma be too old
And when you get a family, they need you to make money
You might need you some new goals
So I've been tryna learn this on my own
I guess we waiting just to see how it goes
Dropping hella money on these videos
I don't think that anybody really knows just how hard it is
Been working my ass off, I was the one they would pass on
I need to focus and that's all
Would've quit if I ain't have God
And everyone is actin friendly 'til I need someone I can count on
People say they'll never switch on me while I'm busy calculating how long
Yo, people I don't even know trying to me I should quit it
But they don't get it, they don't see the vision, they don't need attention
If I got a mission and it's God given, I don't need permission
Trying to be a prophet then split the profit like it's division

I got, no help from anybody but I'm on my grind
I got, nobody who's really with me who been on my side
I got, stress pulling me way down that's been on my mind
I got, no time to convince 'em all, but at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried

Look, I left the party early in a Uber
What a way to start the new year
Broke up with my girl I barely know what I should do here
Scared as hell about the future
Everything is getting to weird
And all I do is overthink
What's a life without a dream?
What's a goal without a team?
I don't know what I want to be
Finances looking kinda low, but I know I'ma go hard at every show until they pay me and I'm getting dough
Don't tell me I ain't finna change the globe
Trying to keep 'em on their toes
Going toe to toe with foes
Phonies tryna tell me no, but I know I'm finna blow
All I know is go, went to DBU then dropped
Tippy toeing to the top
Me and Topi took a shot
Said this year "we'll make it pop"
Popping up at every spot, gotta show them what I got
Always knew that I was hot
They would tell me that I'm not
But I gave it up to God, aye
Kept my passion put my all into it
Even if they don't get what I been doing I'ma do it
Got heads bobbin' to it
Know there's people watching me that I'll influence
Thinking way back then to when all I knew was
How to loop beats and they hardly knew us
Now they show respect when they talking to us
I ain't made it yet but got time to do it

I got, no help from anybody but I'm on my grind
I got, nobody who's really with me who been on my side
I got, stress pulling me way down that's been on my mind
I got, no time to convince 'em all, but at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried
At least I tried, at least I tried