As All Eyes Squint In Perplexed Mendacity Lyrics

Moving beyond the darkest of days,
Daily growing never changing my ways.
Something exists preying on my insides.
Sometimes it defeats me no matter how hard I try.

Solid bonds turn aqueous,
I become evasive.
Steady grounds erode,
and I can't find a trace of...
Stability!
Grasping for alternatives,
When it looks as though my options are spent...
Security!
Living day to day 2 months away seems so unreal.
Consistency!

Quiet and cold as the days fly by.
I wince as I wonder how long until I die.
Life seems like the cruelest of jokes,
I get through it
No booze, no smoke, no dope.

I've found peace,
in times of conflict.
I've learned a million times,
To trust my instincts.
Confusion and rage.
I'd never hurt a fly.
Fist encrusted with glass.
Ignore the pain or cry.