Anticipation Lyrics

(Feat. Niomi Sherriff)

Uh, i know now girl, i shoulda seen it coming
i shoulda sensed it, i know it was forthcoming
the lies, the false promises, i love you
looking in the mirror, all i see is your face
i'm in a dark place, don't give me space
i need you to embrace, i can win this race
i sensed it from a mile away, anticipation
girl i hate you, i can see the blue skies
did he really get down on one knee
did you really tell him that you loved him
for fuck sake i've never been so damn hurt
but i can't seem to walk away cause i love you
but i love you, nah girl it's never enough
you constantly test me, thinking i'll bluff
run back to him now, i'm done with the lies
anticipation uh, depression yeah

deep inside i thought you were the one
i trusted you when you let me down
you told me lies and i thought they were true
how will i ever depend on you?

when i first saw i was like "you're the one"
but i can't believe i messed up now that's all gone
i looked after you, walked you home, now i do none
so i'm gonna say sorry in this love song
it won't mean nothing but i have to stay strong
i've stayed so strong, for too long (yeah)
it's time to move on (might as well)
it's the hardest thing, trust me
i wish i never ever went wrong
i don't know how i did it, i wasn't even mad
even you know, i was never bad
i'm sitting here, feeling so sad
i'm not gonna lie, you're the best i've ever had
i wanna happy, sitting with you in the sand
watching the sun go down, as i hold your hand
while i upload our pictures to instagram
i need you, don't do this to a man

deep inside i thought you were the one
i trusted you when you let me down
you told me lies and i thought they were true
how will i ever depend on you?

times change, people change, you changed, i've changed
damn i never even had this arranged, uh
over-thinking, depression, those disappointments
lies, 2 faced, you're always unfaithful
to you i was always loyal, i always stayed faithful
hypocritical, you always say that i don't care
take a look closer to home through the hot air

i say "i love you" because it's true
i just want it to be me and you
i've waited all my life stuck in the que
have your name on my heart like a tattoo
cause i know you're always gonna be down there
i'll never let you go, i promise and i even swear
spin the bottle, truth or dare
you know for a fact, i don't care!

deep inside i thought you were the one
i trusted you when you let me down
you told me lies and i thought they were true
how will i ever depend on you?

(Thanks to Jordan Taylor for these lyrics)