Allergic To Myself Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Tell me since the last time that we met,
Could you say in all honesty,
You've always lived your life without regret?
A risky path of paradox
and ambiguity,
Ill take the gamble and you know I'll win the bet.
Taking you back to the last time,
that I thought it was such a good idea,
it seems I was doomed to merely interfere,
Con sideration is detrimentally,
Bad for your health,
One should only ever dwell upon ones self...

[Chorus 1]
Director of my own demise
Never one to compromise
Choked and over analysed
Am I allergic to myself?

[Verse 2]
Endure the warning of old ties,
feeling cursed and yet still you mourn,
The tragic scene so often played and well rehearsed,
Again it leaves you out and worn,
Im not sure whats worse,
feeling torn or them wishing
Theyd not been born.
When time fades all the errors and mistakes,
And my heart no longer aches,
ill step back, contemplate
and then ill laugh,
All that's really left to do,
Is have and eat my cake,
Safe in the knowledge
that youre trapped within my past...

[Chorus 2]
Mistress of my own disguise
Forever run and seek and hide
Find a freak who'll empathise
Ive grown allergic to myself


[Verse 1]
[Chorus 1 & 2]

[Verse 2]
[Chorus 1 & 2]

Find a freak,
Freak [x15]

Find a freak,
Freak [x15]

Find a freak,
Freak [x15]

Find a freak,
Freak [x15]
...and then ill laugh.

Find a freak [x4]

Find a freak,
Freak [x6]

Find a freak,
Freak [x6]

Find a freak,
Freak [x6]

Find a freak [x4]
...and then ill laugh.

Am I allergic to myself?