Will I Ever Learn Lyrics

Would it be so bad for my heart to break in two
Were it like a child's, forever straight and cruel
I've never tried to see what it means to me
Will I ever learn, will I ever learn
With my lucky charms my dreams have all come true
Where I left myself, somewhere if I only knew
I've never tried too much, found no line of trust
Will I ever learn, will I ever learn
Hold on, hold on, we never do
Leaving doubts, ringing out and fallen through
Hold on, hold on, rescued and freed
I wanna race, I wanna place, I wanna be
Were I like a page, a script of many souls
It would ease my mind and let me choose my road
And every single theme would take a load of me
If I'd only learn, if I could only learn
Where this story goes is written in the dark
Living off the luck and reaching out too far
And at the very end I'd read it all again
Cause I never learn, cause I never learn
Hold on, hold on, we never do
Leaving doubts, ringing out and fallen through
Hold on, hold on, rescued and freed
I wanna race, I wanna place, I wanna be
(2x)