Where Did December Go Lyrics

i heard every word you said las night when we talkes about vicarious goodbyes and i've shut you out of it all because i didnd want to care and after all these tears had swelles in my eyes i wonder how you stand to call me your friend perhaps i need convincing so im listening tell me where did december go? where did december go? i wont make up my mind why cant i make it clear i'll wait until i've closed my eyes though i've dreamed that one at thousand times if you were mine i'd make it show outside like memories