Under Construction Lyrics

The smoke has cleared
The things I feared have come to pass
And everyone that's new must be subjected to a fucked up past.
It's not fair to have to lock the doors and trap myself inside
But if feeling this means that I might feel that it seems okay to hide.
If it hurts then why would I wanna be part?
Why would I wanna have to go through this again?
It seems the safest thing to stay the furthest from that which will cause pain.
And I found pain can come from trust.
We build these walls
Only to be convinced to reconstruct and get taken advantage of.
If letting down my guard mans that I'll be rescued
Than maybe I'll just wait it out
Maybe I won't let them get a chance.
The offers there it polutes the air, the land, and sea
And now that I know I'm not gonna let 'em get the best of me.
Nobody wants to have to be the one who has to be alone.
But sometimes it's best to sort out the mess, when you're on your own.