Trying To Breathe Lyrics

I think I'm having a heart attack
I don't do much of what I should of have done (?)
IF I could you know I would take it back
Wide awake in a lot of pain
Thinking I might not see the next day and
Hoping that I got it in me to see this through

I say things that I can't take back
I torch bridges while I attack and
Compensate by laying myself out flat

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end

I hate every second of the god damn day
Give me anything you got I don't care,
It's all the same

I need something to take so I don't feel any more
Need something stronger than the night before,
I need it before its too late
When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice
I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice
Just make it go away

And I'll just focus on trying to breathe [x4]

Feels like I'm having a heart attack
I don't do much of what I should of have done (?)
If I could you know I would take it back

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
Just enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end