Tried a War Lyrics

I tried a war
Teaching me where I come from
But the flag was caught in the middle
There wasn't time to spend

I'm sorry I held the phone
If there's one thing I didn't know
Was that I hurt myself

Still you told me that you cared
And how I felt it in your stare
The depth, the warmth, the endless rings
The calm, the click of everything
I felt it all, can't beg it through this cold, stale wind