Time For Pain Lyrics

Should I know what to expect, is it a dare? is it clear?
A myth of what's happening
I dive, lungs flood. Inside myself

I'm ready for what comes my way
No time to fear, it's time for pain
I'm ready for what comes my way
Timeless whore

Shit clenched tight in my hand
a gift from you placed in my hand
a Lost chance, my life was set
i'm broken...not dead yet

What in the world is happening?
Will you let go? Let go for me