This Is My Life Lyrics

I'm not so sureI still want more of thisMy mind's not quiteBehaving, I don't knowI'm not feeling like I'm told I should (???)This is my lifeWelcome to me tonightI don't feel tooGlad to be here for sureI'm not feeling anymore at allThis is my headThis is my faceIt's all my faultThis is my placeI don't really think I wanna stay