The Waltz Of What's Unsaid Lyrics

I pushed everything aside,
took worries, painted them with pride
but you'll see it fade gradually
back to what I do not mean

{{ Don't- talk to me
I won't- be interesting
the words I sang to you In my head
are silent now, but meant to be said }}

I'm afraid I cannot say this now, though bothering,
it's better off in questioning
you're not the only one fooled by what's been-
what's been happening