The Truth Or Just Another Lie? Lyrics

My hands tremble as I turn the key
And all my thoughts unknown to me
Make sense, are forming suddenly
To call forth my will to make me free
After spending all those dreadful days
How can I stand the look of your face
Your smell, your voice, your velvet skin
Where does relief end and pain begin?
No more question who's to blame
It will always stay the same
Without pain I speak your name
And I can look into your eyes again
And then you stand there proud and tall
And suddenly disguises fall
Your smell, your voice, your gentle face
And I fall into your embrace
But it is different to me
Long gone the gentle harmony
No more love and no more hate
Just new ways to seal our fate
Your words they all make sense to me
So I open up my eyes and see
What happened in the years that passed
And why it ended how it did at last