The Hardest Part Lyrics

Black stains that will never fade and the mistakes keep piling up
Till I'm standing neck deep in my own regrets
My own remorse, my own miserable failure
24 long years, so what's a couple more
If i can spend my time, the way I want, and then I'll settle down
Let me count the ways, I can screw things up
Let me show you how, just watch what I can do
It's just waiting to happen
I'm a total waste of space, an empty fucking promise
Opportunity kicks down my door and I run the other way
And I watch it all
Slip through my hands
And thats the hardest part