Stranger to Myself Lyrics

I'm looking in this mirror
staring at this thing tell me
"Everything is so different than it used to be."

If everything's so different,
if everything has changed
Why does it feel the goddamn same?

And it might be an illusion
It might be a game
It might be another trick to make me feel insane.

And it might be a drug
It might be a high
It might be a reality coming to watch me die.

I HAVE LOST MY MIND!
But sanity is just a waste of time.

I'm looking in this mirror
It's a stranger each time
And if I have it my way she won't be a friend of mine

But if she's so different
I can't recognize
Why do I feel I must look her in the eyes?

And if failure is just
The same mistake twice
Well where does that leave me after ten more?

If you wake me and I'm dead
but I look so alive
Well then, everything is just "So different than it used to be."

I HAVE LOST MY MIND!
But sanity is just a waste of time.
I have lost my mind.
Sanity ain't no friend of mine.