Selfdestructive Today Lyrics

Well i think it might be time againTo see if i can still take the abuseLaziness is what is killing me'cause now i have the time to fill the holesBut i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive todayYes today is the day for something newTo see things i never saw beforeBut i feel there's nothing left for meAnd it's me that will self-destruct again, and again´cause i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive todayI wasted all this timeTo find the palace of wisdom on the excess roadBut i know i can, i know i will get there somehow´cause i still feel self-destructive today