Seeing and Hearing Lyrics

I remember the last four years now.
This has changed.

The sound of ambulances in my head, they don't make sense.
I'm so scared.

Stuck, this won't leave.
I gotta get out of here.

It's safe to say that I'm a waste of space.
I'm just wishing it would go away.
I've got nothing to lose.
I've got nothing to gain.
I'm just stuck in the pain of the everyday.

The sound of ambulances in my head, they don't make sense.
I'm so scared.

I can't wake up to this again.
I can't fall asleep.
These things I hear, they can't be real.
These shadows I see.

No one can say I didn't try.