Pathetic Lyrics

do you wanna just cut me now
ending this pathetic life
ive created
and its already fading
the sunlight
has taken it's toll
im crying
im sick
im getting too old
if i cant hear you say goodbye
how am i supposed to go on
from that part of my life
so please end me now
end what i've created
i lie
i've been beaten
im pathetic
pathetic is writing about you
pathetic is not being able to stop
im just so pathetic
end it now.
end it now.

im making myself sick
looking in the mirror
who's the girl im supposed to see
whoever she is
it's obviously not the real me
take off the makeup
make the scars
i dont wanna be
who u think i am
who u think i was

so you see
how ive become so lost
just let me take it all
at any cost

who the fuck am i supposed to be
my styles changing every day
im never content with anything
maybe im too contenet
too negative
not caring
who the hell am i supposed to be
if none of you
have been understanding


im so pathetic
is it normal to feel this way
so unsafe
so childish
so so so pathetic