One Doesnt Choose Lyrics

so i look into your eyes tonight
but what i see is not me
and i dont know why this has changed
why the feeling is not the same

this emotion doesnt make sense
no longer content
but without resolution
oh god it doesnt make sense

why is it everytime i think i find happiness
something presents itself
something in which i love
something that i cant give up

my mind fights itself
the winner never chosen
one part never taken over
thought is still provoking

i cant stand this anymore
why must it happen to me
oh god why this feeling
why torment a broken heart

this isnt my choice
but i guess one doesnt choose