My Demise Lyrics

Keep an open mind for me, this ain't workin out
You got me coward in a corner about to flip out
The pressures creackin me an bendin me to from a new structure
Another attempt, jus to shape me like all the others
Remember who I used to be? it ain't me anymore
Reminence of the pieces lie broken on the floor
An I wanna ask why but I don't fucking care
Cause my life is hell, it can dream an dispair

They never told me to keep an eye out for the ones that I love
Who can balance my depression, make it less an make it enough
But its handled in the wrong way, on the wrong day
An I'm prayin that you leave but I'm beggin you to stay
An I'm so messed up an I'm sick of askin why
An I only keep thinking its a perfect day to die
I wish my friends were here, they can make it all right
Or maybe I can showem all what my blood looks like

I invite you to witness the demise of who I am
Cause my mind's become so weak an I am dyin in your hands
An it's you who listens to my words can only understand
All the agony an neglect that has made me who I am

My mind is made an you gotta understand
I never could function as an own man
Looking inside, trying to fill the void
The person I was has been destroyed
I'm sayin goodbye, my final farewell
I don't know where I'm going, only time will tell
Why should we live if were only gonna die
I want control to do it on my own time
Now I know that nothing good is ever gonna last
I try to hold on but I'm losing my grasp
If they don't care then why should I?
But you know what? it's a perfect day to die

I invite you to witness the demise of who I am
Cause my mind's become so weak an I am dyin in your hands
An it's you who listens to my words can only understand
All the agony an neglect that has made me who I am

I go to sleep hoping I will die in my bed
I'm a prisoner all myself in the war in my head
An I'm on the bad side cause the right ones all wrong
I'm a traitor to myself, but I've been one all along
I cant remember the last time I cared for something
But I can count all the times that all the people called me nothing
Cause its stuck in overdrive we're playin loud an live
An the glimpse of afterlife got me exited to die

Now I'm all alone but I've always been
I'm not afraid to die, I'm just afraid to live
I've given everything that I'm willing to give
I don't have a thing that's all been taken away
I've given up cause I know it won't go away
Take a look around, so * an you're beautiful
Got a smile on my face just thinking about my funeral

I invite you to witness the demise of who I am
Cause my mind's become so weak an I am dyin in your hands
An it's you who listens to my words can only understand
All the agony an neglect that has made me who I am