I Kept My Promise...Barely Lyrics

Why must you make this so hard?
It's not like it's meant, you're who you are
Leave me alone...come and live nearer
I know there is great, the sky's clearer
You make me hate people I like
You make me tell lies each night
You make me nervously unsure of everything
But somehow it sends me reeling
Slip a compliment in there please
Just to put me on your knees
Listen to me, talking insane speak
It was just a stupid lonely week

I don't know what to think anymore

I am an awful specimen of life
She can't even feel me twisting the knife
I shouldn't even be talking about this
I didn't betray myself with a kiss

You are a wonderful human being Miss
You are wonderful
I am ashamed.
I don't know what to think anymore