Dreaming Small Lyrics

the days are getting darker, i think i'm getting old
the clouds are moving on, i think they've forgotten what they mean to me
the seasons decay, they are lost forever but they help me to see
what i've become, and what i've thrown away, and what i'll never be.

i think i'll go home, and see my family,
because its all i want is to have them here with me,
turn the channel cause i'm sick of watching the same catastrophe, play out in front of me.

it's just another picture, laying on my floor
cause whats another heartbreak, whats one more
all our letters are all in shreds, they're all together they're all dead
i couldn't save them, no not again, cause its not even worth it, to look at them

so tonight, I'll drink myself to sleep cause its not the first time that this has happened to me, this is my remembrance to what was never there.

how long can i go on