Infection Lyrics

this is the first time that i've ever told the truth before
scrutinize what we call fate
belief in more of what's been forced into subconscious's
hold my breath, hope to refrain
is love an infection?
or a sick addiction?
when there's nowhere left to run to
is love an infection?
or a sick addiction?
when there's nowhere left
this crush is broken
her empty needle is my unsharpened sword
i stab, i stab, i stab, but i can't puncture
don't wanna read it, don't wanna feel it
don't wanna hear it, don't even wanna think about it
hold my breath, hope to refrain
and if i can't afford here my veins begin to ache
i don't wanna feel this pain no more
well have you ever felt so high
that when you came down you broke inside
i know she won't take the blame, blame
you love me, you rip my heart out
you've broken me for too long now