Time In A Tree Lyrics

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me
Somewhere that I can be free
Please keep faith and just be
What you feel?
I just (.....) to break
But I make mistakes
I get what handed on a plate
And I try to leave, sometimes I'm standing in the rain
I'm on the edge of crying all the time 'cause I can't hear it right

What they say?
I've been round up from the ground up
And I don't know why
Turn the sound up, churn the noise out
Swallow, don't cry
But an anxious heart and a stole mate can't take (.....) for a heartbreak
(.....) have self esteem
Maybe we (.....) wouldn't wait for me

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me
Somewhere that I can be free
Keep the faith and just be
What you feel?

Do you ever feel like you could live a real life?
Everybody else in the real world
You could be a real girl
You could be a waste of me, you could be a nurse too
You could write fiction, you could take acting
Most days I struggle, I get snappy
F*ck all that, I just wanna be happy
Swimming against the current, I'm all wrong
You show me your worrying honesty, I'm upon my (.....)
I'm on it, I get it, I've got it, I wanna be ten again
(.....) and nobody telling me I should be more than and out
Back when I had plans, I

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me (for me)
Somewhere that I can be free (I can be free)
Keep the faith and just be (Just be)
What you feel?

I seen things that I never should have seen
Said too many things I didn't mean
Hurt myself too many times to count
Need to let it out
And just baby its been lucky to myself too long
And tracking back myself too long
I can't relax, I'm too distracted
I can't have it and
I'm needy, greedy
Love me, feed me
Let's be a family
It will take a village to make a man of me
So why couldn't you love me
So all I need

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me
Somewhere that I can be free
Keep the faith and just be
What you feel?