Lost All Control Lyrics

i feel so wasted in my soul sick of this shit that i've been told empty and out of energy jesus, i need you to be healed i am so dark inside myself - i don't know what to do i feel so down,so far from god,yeah i lost all control i need a change inside to do the things that will bring gain i don't want to do crap that is simply in vain i know what's wrong and what is right but i do things born from the night seein' myself drownin' in shit lord, i want my life to succeed