I've Freaked Out Lyrics

My brain is too busy
To help me to feel healthy
I'm anxious like I've never been before

My body is shaking
My body is cracking
I am lying on the floor

One step, two step, I'm trying so hard
I want to change who I used to be
But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

My body is crying
My heart is bleeding
Outside, it's raining
And the bells are ringing

'Cause tonight, I have a meeting
Where nobody will be speaking
About what's boring
I'm still searching, I'm still learning
Why I'm here, I wish God would find me

One step, two step, I'm trying so hard
I want to change who I used to be
But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

But I'm lucky
'Cause I have a lover
She's the sunshine for me, she's a sweet melody
She's an open mind; I'd be a fool to let her down
When I hate myself and I wanna die, she keeps me alive

One step, two step, I'm trying so hard
I want to change who I used to be
But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

Ohh, God is here
I'm sorry but I have to stop this conversation