How It Is Lyrics

I know a girl
and I hate her so
I call it love
but you might call it confusing

And I know that I am confused as well
I feel confused, I feel used
I feel useless, and more
And I think people are starting to tell

I keep a box
of bones at my bed
and I only get them out
when I listen to that kind of music

I know a girl
and I hate her so
I call it love
but you might call it confusing

And I know that I am confused as well
I feel confused, I feel useless
I can't choose anymore

I can't choose anymore
Let me go on
I can't choose anymore
Let me go on

You are so good
at controlling my life
Because you're driving a knife
right through my spine
and the only way
I can get it out

Is if I tell you
I love you
And I cannot do that right now