Motivation Lyrics

So you come from far away,
You won't wake me up anyway.
Because im too fixated on the bad.
Dialated, im too elated to understand.
I'm still in this bed, I dont know what she said,
But i dont care anyway.
I'm sick of living far away from mediocrity.
I'm tired of all this animosity.
And I'd trade my life for a moment with you.
Even if you had a chance for me,
My indolancy would revive again.
Am I too shallow to know, that its time to go, and that i cant move on. But your moving on.
I'd rather live in my own demise then to see that you despise
Everything I'am. Everything with them.
But you always judge so much, and i dont know why I cant realize that you will never feel this way.
Im picking myself up because i once was, i was redeemed, and now it seems.
That im re-living my past.
I never will be
I never can be
You will never see me, as a Loser.