Kaldeidoscope Lyrics

I took a drink, I spit it up
I went to the sink
To was the bitter dreams that clung to the cup
And then I swallowed
I took a breath and then I died
I couldn't filter all the filth that got inside
And that's when I died
Like is a kaleidoscope
I built it all, I burned it down
So I could start back from the top
So I can change it when I get back to this part
It wasn't very smart
Were you there, you said you would be
Did you care, who was I kidding