Not For You Lyrics

So she calls and tells me it’s okay
But it’s been a long long time
Since I could separate the days
It’s the hardest part of life
What’s the use in trying to explain
If I’m so beneath you now?
When I was younger I could wait
It’s the brighter side of me
But not for you
Count down the reasons I should stay
As I’m walking out your door
What a useless gesture what a waste
Of the brighter side of life
But not for you
Think of what has come to pass
And I’m not there
I could hardly stand to say your name