Drop Out at Heart Lyrics

I'm sick of school and I'm sick for home
This stupid feeling just won't leave me alone
What the hell am I doing here
I'm tired of a future that's so unclear
I gotta keep trying 'cause I'm not dying here
I don't know if I can make it another four years
I'm laying awake, is this a mistake
I don't know how much more I can take
I turn on the TV and numb my brain
And hope this feeling goes away
I know this feeling and I think it's called sad
I guess that I'm just not used to that
I'm hoping soon it will go away
And things will be different after today
i decided something in my life today
My only goal in life is to be happy
It's weighing so heavy on my mind
It won't go away cause it's there all the time
I don't think you understand my plight
'Cause the only way is to know I'm right am I right
And I asked myself today am I really happy?
And the question in itself is enough to make a change
No more sleepless nights