Exist Lyrics

Cautious and quick, one kick
he falls on his way down
calls to the sky "oh god"
but the bitch didn't hear him
fell on his head and lived
through some sort of conquest
says to a man, "it's all planned"
i guess you know the rest
i used to feel that way
but that was a long time ago
i used to be that good
but i don't remember
there was a girl in their world
opposite of daring
thought there was a judgment day
spent her life preparing
and she was hit so quick
by my bolt of lightning
so why are the good ones too
subject to such smiting
i used to feel that way
but that was a long time ago
i used to be that good
but i don't remember at all
i used to exist, thought it was worthless
i used to plan for a day i'll never see
i used to pretend i had no revenge
i used to think they wouldn't want me
i used to apply what you got when you died to my way of life and it's meaning
but it was useless, they tanked my essence, they told me my core needed cleaning
i used to feel that way
but that was a long time ago
i used to be that good
but i don't remember at all
i used to feel that way
i used to be that good
but i don't remember at all

(Thanks to Auri for these lyrics)