In the First Place Lyrics

Take thee inside of my arm
Break bones and do harm
Make sure my eyes stay wide
Pull my guts from deep inside

I'm on the winning team
Yet always feel the first place
Lost, I lay it low??

As a punishment continue to hurt me
Soon enough I'll forget, I'll forget
What it's like, what it's like, to have a heart
In the first place

Take fingers in deep and say
For each I ?? caged??
All this rain? for all to see
The pain it means? so much to me

I'm on the winning team
Yet always feel the first place
Lost, I lay it low??

As a punishment continue to hurt me
Soon enough I'll forget, I'll forget
What it's like, what it's like, to have a heart
In the first place