Failing Up Lyrics

And I'm the first to reach the echos I was drown
Can I (?) what is like to run alone

I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why

You don't know what I'm thinking
You don't know when I'm sinking
I'm failing up
I'm failing up
I'm failing up

No rules you know so well I'll cut them out
I'm no fool but I can better scream it out

I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why
I don't know why, don't know why, don't know why

You don't know what I'm thinking
You don't know when I'm sinking
You don't know what I'm thinking
You don't know when I'm sinking
I'm failing up

Everytime you see my insolence
I never have (?)
Turn and grab the (?)
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why

You don't know what I'm thinking
You don't know when I'm sinking
You don't know what I'm thinking
You don't know when I'm sinking
I'm failing up
I'm failing up
I'm failing up