Idk, My Bff Jill Lyrics

will i ever understand how anything gets done?
i tied a knot in my heart for you, thinking that's what you wanted.
i tried to make my voice sincere (tell everyone how hard it was!)
and anyway, i could never reach your ears,
like the weight of it's wings were clipped when they hovered near you.
should i tie your arms afloat to its melody,
and anchor my heart to you in hopes i'll climb out your mouth?
i was so sure you wanted love, how could anyone find doubt?
i tied a knot in my heart for you, though it's not what you wanted.
(wear your heart out for me).