I only want a place I can stay Lyrics

i'm sick and tired of everything.
it once was loud now it's deafening
and i didn't wanna go that way.
i only want a place i can stay.
it took too long to dig this out.
my head thrown back.
my skull blown out
and i didn't wanna go that way.
i only want a place i can stay.

so i'll go and waste my time with you.
though i know we'll break up even if i do.
but i don't care.
'cause i believe in.
the act of loving a thing.
and knowing it's leaving.
and if you're human at all
your heart is deceiving.
even now.
it's a deadly art to take yourself apart.
yeah. yeah.

i'm sick and tired of trying to score.
or claim some prize i can't be sure but
i only wanna go back by.
i think i'll cut myself in two.
immolate myself with you
but i didn't wanna go that way.
i only want a place i can stay.

so i'll go and waste my time with you.
though i know we'll break up even if i do.
but i don't care.
'cause i believe in. the act of loving a thing.
and knowing it's leaving.
and if you're human at all your heart is deceiving.
even now.
it's a deadly art to take yourself apart. yeah. yeah