I Found It Lyrics

Mother caught me crying by the window yesterday.
She said she knew just how I felt, but that's all she had to say.
As I look out this same window and I scream into the night.
Another silence in the morning when it all turned out all right.
I'm a modern Galileo on a search to fill my soul.
And I have to find the star tonight to fill this empty hole.
Oh and now I know I've found it. I'll just rearrange my brain.
And I lie awake so stoned at night that I just can't feel the pain

'Cause I've found it.
And I'll dance around it.
Well at least I thought I found it, 'till it wasn't here to stay.
Revealing all the emptiness it just couldn't wash away.

Well if you see me tomorrow won't you look into my eyes?
And please tell me what you see is just some old disguise
That I put on in the morning and deep into the night,
'Till I lock the door just like before, and I try to make it right.
How I stumble for the answers to fill this empty heart.
Can I fill it with a lover? Yes I'll fill it in the dark.
And now I know I found the answer.
Let him do what he wants to do.
Don't you know how much it fills me up when our loving fills the room?

'Cause I found it.
And I'll dance around it.
Well at least I thought I found it, 'till that feeling flew away.
Out the window, as he drove me home with nothing left to say.

Mother told me life aint ecstasy. It's just a way to get by.
Now I'm leaving on this old jet plane.
Destination bound to die.
So I called upon an old friend of a thousand years ago.
And I begged him for the medicine he said, "I think you have to know"
"Oh I hold all the answers. Yes, they all come from me.
They were given o so long ago when I died at Calvary.
Can't you see how much it kills me when I look down from the skies?
Don't you know that I hear everyone of your suicidal cries?
Won't you promise to accept me and all I'm giving to you?"
As I dropped my hands, closed my eyes and screamed out
"Alleluia"
'Cause I found it. Alleluia. And I'll dance around it. Alleluia.
And ive found it. Alleluia. And I'll dance around it. Alleluia.